A beautiful ballad incorporating elements of jazz, pop and even some country twang, “Why Didn’t I Then?” is a song about regret and questioning. Enjoy this final studio version of “Why Didn’t I Then?”, fully equipped with crying guitars, tasty bass lines and the sounds of a grand piano. All the while Jessica Leia will be singing effusive lyrics which are guaranteed to move you.
lyrics
Verse 1
You were just scrambling in the dark - tryin’ to find someone to hold your heart
And I was full of blunders from the start
You just never know. But how can you know?
Until it’s all been said and done. Now you’ve decided I can’t be the one
A role I never figured out. Oh, but I know what I’d do now
Chorus
Why didn’t I then? Why didn’t I then?
Hey I could have been everything, everything.
Why didn’t I know? Why didn’t I know?
If I could have known, from the start, everything
Hey I would give anything.
Verse 2
It doesn’t matter who you are - we’re all just scrambling in the dark
Trying to be experts from the start
As if we should know. But how can we know?
When we come in an empty slate. To be written upon by the hands of fate
Hands never faced with the task of having to ask
Chorus
Why didn’t I then? Why didn’t I then?
Hey I could have been everything, everything.
Why didn’t I know? Why didn’t I know?
If I could have known, from the start, everything
Hey I would give anything.
SOLO
Chorus
Why didn’t I then? Why didn’t I then?
Hey I could have been everything, everything.
Why didn’t I know? Why didn’t I know?
If I could have known, from the start, everything
If only I’d known, from the start, everything
Hey I would give anything.
released August 27, 2023
* Written and performed by Jessica Leia
* Jessica Leia on Vocals and Piano
* Rich DiBenedetto on Drums
* John Rogstad on Bass Guitar
* Dean Kattari on Guitars
* Mixed and Mastered by Dean Kattari
* Produced by Dean Kattari and Jessica Leia
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